I decided to learn timber framing about seven or eight years ago, because I wanted to have really nice, beautiful and strong cabins for my students and staff to live in while they learn wilderness skills, and to do it in a way that was traditional and would last for decades. I started to build them for other clients when people started asking, and when the economy changed around 2008, too, and we didn't have as many wilderness students for our programs. It was a way that kept Hawk Circle going, and it was good, honest work that dealt with wood, carving, traditional skills and involved a certain level of artistry and beauty.
Anyway, after doing this for the past several years to pay the bills, and working very hard to make this happen, I found that I was getting depressed a bit. Even with a lot of jobs and projects, and long days working in the cold, we still couldn't quite get ahead enough for me to be able to get time to write. Or to do some of the wilderness education projects that are very important to me. I began to struggle at times, personally, because my heart's desire felt buried under a mountain of work, which, while still amazing and wonderful, was not letting me figure out how to get out from under that long list of stuff that needed to be done.
At the same time as this had been going on, we decided that Hawk Circle needed to begin to reclaim the farm here, so we could grow and raise our own food. We needed to clear pasture area for our five sheep, and prune back our old heirloom apple trees, and open up the land where the brush and scrub had taken over. This allowed us to see into the land a bit more, and to have animals that our students can interact with on a daily basis and build a relationship to the land that is a little different than just nature skills, but still vitally important and wonderful. This is a great, ongoing venture and it is really wonderful to see our place transform every season, and enjoy great food, but it also contributed to that feeling of my own work getting moved further and further down the list. Ugh.
It is hard to be in a small community and be unhappy. I felt like an ogre, you know, like Shrek, just wanting to be left to my own in my swamp and to get away from the busyness and the endless projects, and to work on my own things. (I did hide this well, for the most part, and I did try to live 'in the moment' and not worry about it. But my staff knew that I was struggling at times, and it was hard for me/us both.) I was pretty happy while I was working, and getting into it, and I like to stay positive, but it is tough when you don't see a way out of a maze of your own making.
Then I started to hear about how out of touch today's kids are, and adults too, and I knew I had to do something more. Something radical. Something of a leap. I had to make a bigger impact than just the same old same old here in the mountains at Hawk Circle. I decided to put together a list of people I could interview about the importance of Nature Connection, and I called it The Wolverine Way.
It wasn't easy. I will admit it: It scared me to ask some of these people for an interview. What if they said no? What if they thought it was stupid? What if I did an interview and I screwed it up? I have never done anything like this, so my learning curve was steep and I felt I was on very shaky ground a lot of the time I was doing it. I think some of my nervousness showed on my interviews, even though I tried to relax, but I got through it. I did it, somehow, and I learned a ton doing it, too.
I had to put it all together and then launch it, and it went out on December 30th, 2013. It is just about wrapped up now, but the interviews are replaying for a while online, so you can still get access to them all if you want to check them out.
Here is a list of the Speakers on my Summit: John Griffith, of the California Conservation Corps. Eugene Schwartz of Millennial Child. Charles Saylan, of the Ocean Conservation Society. Laura Zerra of the Discovery Channel's Naked and Afraid survival reality show. Tom Brown, Jr. author and director of the Tracker School. Joe Lau, former Tracker School Head Instructor and founder of the Phyre Dojo. Susun Weed, master herbalist and author. Kristen Schulte, of the Yellowstone Youth Conservation Corps. Mike Douglas, of the Maine Primitive Skills School. Richard Cleveland, of the Earth School, North Carolina. Cristina Eisenberg, author of The Carnivore Way, and wildlife researcher. Kiva Rose, herbalist and publisher of the Plant Healers Magazine. Rees Maxwell and Matthew Bradley, of the Whole Earth Nature School in Eugene, Oregon. Randall Lewis Eaton, author of Hunting as a Rite of Passage. Tom Brown III, of the Primitive Arts Collective. Derrick Jensen, eco-activist and author of Deep Green Resistance. Doug Peacock, veteran, naturalist and author of In the Shadow of the Sabertooth. Cheryl Charles, author and director of the Children and Nature Network. Tony Deis, director and founder of the Trackers Earth program in Oregon and California. Victor Wooten, director of Wooten's Woods Camps and acclaimed 5 Time Grammy Winning recording artist. Erik Hoffner of the Orion Network. Ruth Ann Colby Martin, midwife and former Tracker School Instructor. Lisa Bonney Berry, former Tracker School Caretaker and instructor in the 4 Elements Earth Education program in Northern California. Wendolyn Bird, director and founder of Tender Tracks Trails and Tales program in the Bay Area of California. Tom Elpel, author of Botany in a Day and director of the Green University in Pony, Montana. Craig Blacklock, acclaimed nature and landscape photographer in the Great Lakes region. Brandt Morgan, co-author of the Tom Brown Field Guide Series and leader of Sacred Journeys. And Sean Rowe, musician and songwriter as well as a wild foods forager and survival skills instructor.
However, all this work is just Phase One of my plan. Phase Two is coming up! As soon as the summit is complete, I will be putting the next phase out there, and I hope you will consider being part of it. I will post more about it in my next blog post, so stay tuned! And check out the interviews if you want, too. I am getting a lot of people who are saying that they are enjoying them and finding them inspiring and helpful. So, that's a good thing!
More to come, and it's nice to be back!